Time

Time.

They say that time flies when you are having fun.

Am I having fun? 

Fun.

Can only be felt once the feeling fades.
Fret.
Can only be felt when you regret of doing something,

You know that you can't turn back time.

And the process repeats.

Blue Day

If a colour could be a day

Then I would choose blue

Don't ask me why

It came out of the blue.

  I wore a blue T-shirt today

  Matched with a trousers in light blue

  Sat on the bed with my pillow and blanket-hurray!

  Which is of course also dyed in blue.

I realised this as I was reading a famous book

No other than the frail Augustus Waters who acted so cool

Why oh why with that smile so crooked?

Yes, the cover of the book was defenitely a calm colour, too cool.

  Apologise me for shifting the topic to the toilet

  But I must say that my toothbrush, shampoo and soap are also blue

  Do not worry, but not to forget

  My towel, my body lotion are also diamond blue.

If you ask me what would be my favourite colour

Everyone knows it is blue

Except dark blues and sapphire blues for all that matter

You should know, but who are you?

  I am an amateur in this poem writing thing

  Who gave me the inspiration?

  Well Hazel Grace and Gus

  But sadly, they don't really exist.

Hashtagmidnightcrap :)

-Writtenbyyourstrulyme

Wall Hugging

It's official!

I am no longer a 'budak PJ' and i'm gonna miss the title. It makes me who I became today. The school, the surroundings, the facilities, the pamperness, not to mention the danger nowadays.

So, in this post, i'm gonna talk about moving from a family's home to your own house, which would definitely have its pros and cons.

Pros

-new room, Yay! (But smaller)

-new furniture (hand downs are considered new to me as long as it is still in good shape)

-new arrangements

-new feel (heheh)

Conclusion everything new la kan excluding beds, shelves, etc..

Cons

-get rid of the most sentimental stuff! :( (junks, small unnesasary things which brings you 1001 memories)

-the thought of not seeing your ceilings, walls, floors ever again and the scribblings you made on them during childhood days.. (Makes me wanna hug them tight)

-conflict. Yes. I mean conflicts. (Especially when not every single family member is not going to leave the house)

-old toys, clothes, tudungs, books, and urghhh everything! Takkan nak bawak but takkan nak tinggal je T.T

Buku matriks la especially takkan nak buang i mean i bought it and tak guna sangat but noooo not gonna throw it away because I love science but ain't gonna take up science in the future <lololz> (Ye ke ni)

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A piece of advice to all of you people out there.

Never, ever, ever be on bad terms with your family and I am going to emphasise on siblings here.

Siblings should have the advantage to not fight because they

-are the people who are the closest to you and should understand you better than anyone else

-should lend their ears to one another because who else will (besides friends, referring to family issues here) 

-lives below the same roof, came from the same parents (have equal rights)

-are the first person who should lend a helping hand, a shoulder to cry on everytime especially on desperate measures 

*I might not be right, but this is my own personal perception*

-based on a true story

24th Ramadhan now

And someone is coming baaaaack!

Sometimes I think I'm overreactive because he doesn't give a s***

Come on la, I had been wanting a baby brother and there I got it (2, alhamdulillah) and before I knew it he is all grown up, apparantly in transition state of changing into a young man.

And this one baby brother is so clingy.

-XOXO 

MH17

~Innalillahi wa innailahi rajiun~

2 days ago, 17th July 2014, there was another tragedy involving a Malaysian aircraft. 

The aircraft, MH17 was on its was to Kuala Lumpur from Amsterdam was said to be flying over the Ukranian airway and was shot down by a missile.

The aircraft exploded as witnesses saw huge black smoke emerged from the crash scene. 

The plane had crashed on the borderline of Ukraine and Russia.

This was briefly the news that I comprehend and gathered from watching the news and through the Twitter social media yesterday.

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This is the world we are living in right now. With the pending unsolved mysterious case of MH370 which is still lingering on the back of our minds, we have to accept the fact that mishaps happens anytime and anywhere in the world as the Malay saying goes, 'Malang tidak berbau'.

I would also like to point out that this unforgettable tragedy happens during the Holy month of Ramadhan.

The footage from the news really striked me badly as we can see human bodies scattered around the burnt area and sadly, we can do nothing about it.

Sorry, I was just pondering around and I don't really know what to say.

Condolence to the victims's family. I sure wouldn't imagine if someone I knew was in the aircraft.

* Al-Fatihah *

Oh and mind me if the informations are all wrong or inaccurate, but I heard that they said that the aircraft, Boeing 777 (?) was 17 years old (17 July 1997-17 July 2014)

Lastly, condolence to the human beings in Gaza that had their house, (I would say their whole country) being bombed and innocent family members were killed cruelly in front of your very own eyes. Yes, and yet, we still are not capable of doing anything to help our brothers and sisters who are currently suffering and are having sleepless nights; concerning about their house that could be shot or bomb anytime. 

It's Ramadhan!

Well, the 12th Ramadhan to be precise.

Hopes and my To-Do list:

-Khatam Al-Quran in Ramadhan month (the one thing that I have been longing to do and failed miserably T.T)

-Restrain myself from reading/watching/going to unbeneficial materials/places (which I had totally failed in this one)

-Read/do only productive things like motivational and daily chores (as if that would happen, I mean come on, Liyana and fictions are inseparable)

Okay, before I'll sit in the corner of my room and cringe about my failures I think I'll better stop this list.

Stopping..... Okay.

So now, this is really a miraculous event because someone (...) is updating her blog! Yay!

So I guess it is official cuz Liyana only updates her blog out of total boredom and only after midnight. Yeah..

Anyway, I am now having this conflict of whether to take architecture or psychology which is totally a distinct course from one another. I had omitted medic, dentistry and Tesl because haha, seriously, I don't have the guts anymore on those stuff.

Okay, the sole reason why I gave life to this blog once again because, my vocabulary is alarmingly deteriorating! When I was rummaging through my trash, (well my school books) I couldn't believed that I used such words (bombastic ones) (in essays whatsoever) that I had no idea what it meant anymore. I realised now that my choices of words are now limited and I had to check the dictionary for words that I had frequently used before, because I had less confidence in using it now.

..THIS IS SERIOUS..

Confessions. Dun.dun.dun.

I did a lot of reading during this holiday (Fanfictions (heheh) and novels) but when I came across some words I didn't know, I did the worst.mistake.ever.

I skipped the words/assume their meanings and I did not look for the actual meanings from the 'precious' dictionary!!!

Well, that wasn't too critical, was it? I don't know.

But lesson learnt, look for their meanings as you never know, that you might stumble across the words again in near future and you will regret for not knowing the proper usage of the word when you crucially need to use it.

*but it will just destroy the moment, buang masa kena ambik dictionary (dlm phone pun ada wtv) then cari maksud then baru nak faham ayat tu, its killin' the time and the mood* 

Said the tiny voice inside my head. Hehe.

You know what, I just noticed that my 'isi' is totally 'terpesong' from my tajuk. Haha okay whatever.

5 a.m now.

It's sahur time.

I hope my dear future self will continuously start to update this blog again so that umm *thinking hard of what to say* this blog wouldn't be abandoned and filled with spiderwebs and cockroaches and all sort of animals and moses that will inhibit an abandoned blog.

FAREWELL!

*oh and i'm back with driving classes (urghh had to pay so much because of the expiration)

Ciao people~!

A Shocking Comeback!

My last post was in 2012??? Wow. How time flies, (nope I ain't havin' fun).

With 1 year and 9 months of disappearance, I'm baaaaaaaack! (Echo: baaack, baaaack, baaaack)
Okaaay, so there's really no one here.

Just kidding :P

I am bored.
I did not sleep today.
Because I watched some random videos, Exo Showtime to be precise.

Where did I go all this while?
After 5th August (my last entry), I concentrated on SPM (Alhamdulillah on my results)
Then I went to work with The Coffee Bean £ Tea Leaf (for approx. 3 months), barista blaa blaa from trainee to a team member :)
National Service (PLKN) for 1 1/2 months
KMPK for about a year
And here I am. Finally, i'm freeeeeeee!

Ok I'll update later. Too mengantuk now.
   Chowwwwwww