New Year's Eve

-woke up at 8am
-washed up and realized my cousin from Terengganu had arrived (although haven't seen him until this current second)
-Pah Chik and Pah Nah arrived
-went to Masjid Bulat, dgr ceramah (it was kinda fun)
-had lunch there
-balik rumah, sambung tidur until 3pm :O
-bangun, loitering in the living room with ze siblings; playing a game which my sister invented out of boredom
-had tea
-read Twilight
-went out to buy stationary and dinner (and read more of Twilight in the car)
-had dinner
-more Twilight
-and now i'm here, typing out the thing I had done on New Year's Eve :)

2011 had been a tough year, and honestly I can't think of any pleasant memory of anything that had happened throughout the year.

Although nothing had really changed, but I really want to thank Allah s.w.t for giving me the opportunity to keep living until the end of the year and had remained my treasured family, friends, shelter and everything and that He ever gave me. -Alhamdullillah

Oleh itu, dengan rasminya, saya mengisytiharkan bahawa ini merupakan 'post' saya yang terakhir buat tahun 2011 *applause*

Sekian, Terima Kasih :)

Goodbye 2011! and Welcome 2012!

2nd Aniversary..

28 December 2011

We (my family and I), had watched a movie entitled 'Drag Me To Hell' and another story called 'Colours Of Magic' or something..(I couldn't really recall the title).

I was really sleepy at that time that I didn't even watched the full movie. So I went to bed.

Few hours later, which was at 4am, my mum went to wake us up in our room. I was shocked that the first word that came out from her mouth was, "Liyana, bangun cepat, Tah dah takde." With her teary eyes, she went straight back downstairs. I simply couldn't believe her words at all. I was surrounded with all sorts of emotion; shock, sad, bewildered, regret, loss and those painful thoughts brought me on my toes straight downstairs to my deceased grandmother's room.

As a was approaching downstairs, I couldn't believe my eyes either. An ambulance was right there, being parked at my very own porch. This ambiance was somehow familiar to me as my grandmother had passed out several times before, but I had to accept the fact that I had to faced that moment for the last time.

My feet quickly brought me to the room, and there she was, lying on the bed, eyes closed. I had never even seen at least once with my very own eyes that her condition seemed to be the worse. No words could describe the moment me and my family was facing at that very moment as we were very shocked of the current situation.

She was a cheerful woman the very previous day, as she shows no sign of sickness. She was alert and very conscious until the very end. There was nothing more I could say that there is no one, not even a single soul could take over her place, forever.

Today, I dreamed of her. I was crying while saying "Liyana rindu Tah." She just nodded. I hope she knows that I really love her very much as I had done bad things to her countless of time in the past. I really wish that I could build a time machine to go back to the past so that I can really sort things out with her like asking for forgiveness at least.

It is a sad thing that humans are truly appreciated and remembered only when they are gone, because we, ourselves took things for granted that they still have a long path to look on. Pay attention to your loved ones before it's too late. Do not stop giving affection to them. As we lived, less minutes will be available for us to spend with others. Appreciate and live your life as productive as it can be.... Or u'll regret, like me...

Lastly,
Tah, Liyana sayang Tah!!!!!!!!
-28 December 2009

Greetings!

Assalamualaikum dan selamat sejahtera!

So, it seems that this is my first post of this blog. Well, honestly this particular blog would be my third blog of my entire life. I had my first blog when I was 15 and the second would just be a couple of days after i had created my first blog because of some 'unable to log-in' issues.

It all started when a bunch of my friends had created their own blog with the purpose of throwing their thoughts in mind to the poor cyber 'creature'. A representative of a diary I suppose and it looks like Twitter had taken the job pretty well :P I was also a part of them just until the fifth month of myself being called a blogger.

So, officially, I'm a '5 months experienced blogger' and counting... :D
(Note: Notice how Gmail made their statement of having ________MB/GB? of storage and counting?? I was trying to sound like them if you haven't notice.. -.-)

Having a little sense of humor wouldn't harm the newborn blog, I wish :)
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Okay.. This seem awkward..

I've been wanting to re-create this blog for about a few months now.. Just finding the perfect time to do so, and, unfortunately, I am totally clueless of ideas to blurt out anything at this precious, priceless moment. :( So let me sit back so that I could refresh my memory of what I had been wanting to post on my blog and I hope I will find the time to get back to this wonderful blog of all time which only, at the meantime, containing of 1 single post before it is being contaminated with other junks in time to come.

Lastly, hope that I'll be able to preserve this blog unlike the ones that I had before, sadly, tak boleh log-in balik although I had tried numerous times :( tak ada jodoh nak buat macam mana :| terpaksa buat yang baru..

Toodles! :)

I wish I could fold the papers and a miracle would help me to turn it out to be like this :)

*sleep liyana, sleep. It's 2.51am now..