Hi! So, mid-terms over, holidays past in a blink of an eye, glad that sports day had gone too, and now all is left to do is just firing up myself and raise to the challenge of SPM! Hoyeahh!! Okay, forget about SPM for a while, I have been a bit of what I would call a late bloomer lately, maybe because I was easily distracted by other people and stuffs that I thought it was cool, until I had forgotten that I have my own life to look up to. I had been very occupied till I forgot on how to concentrate and to master in something (was referring to add maths and physics specifically), and I thought I was off from the SPM topic.
You see, SPM is what I am living for actually, for now. Well, the thing is, I know nothing of what to become in the future. Of course, who does? Unless if you're a psychic or something. So, that's when your dreams come in. Dreams will lead your life, as an aim of who you will become or do. I've been dreaming a lot, before going to bed, in the shower, when i'm all alone in my room, but honestly, i'm too afraid to 'dream big' because I'm too scared that I will be the one who will be getting disappointed if I could not achieve my dreams. Being to think of that situation beforehand would cause of what I am now. Indecisive.
Now, i'm getting to sound like Kyle, monologue-ing by himself, self-explanatory the world. I just wish I could have his brain. Or maybe a part of it would be more that enough. Not that i'm not happy with mine, but the character of him in the drama series was all too good to be true. I'm sure that there are some people in this world who actually have almost the same characteristics as him. All-rounder. Genius in Maths, calculus, basketball, art, SUPER hearing, sight, concentration, memory, learning skills, jumping off the roof, not being affected by fire. He even could master the guitar in less a minute. T_T
You might want to check it out.
And here's another video showing when he was first heard the truly wonderful music. He wasn't able to speak properly yet in this video. --->
As a result, this song had been stuck in my mind since then, and since Pn. Evelyn played it during Teacher's Day, it had lighted up my spirit to play this song on the organ I had at home.
Well, that's all for now. Got to go! TTFN :)
