-Two weeks back-
Exam is just around the corner! I should be studying now. But did I? No I didn't.
Well, not that I didn't study, I just did not do an 'official going-through-every-page' of my revision / textbook just yet, not until 2 days after the first paper was going to start, which is Paper 2 History. Yes, HISTORY.
I must have be kidding to myself. Honestly, I have to admit that I haven't get that 'realization' of the fact that SPM is just FIVE MONTHS AHEAD!
Oh shit! Where have I been? I guess, i've been hooked up with some unnecessary things that i've been picking up myself. My mum kept reminding me to think of MY capabilities because what others can do might not be what you are capable of.
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-During Exams-
I felt like a dumbhead. Nope, seriously. One of the worst exams in my life. But yes, I'm thankful to Allah of the great memory that he had awarded me because I have actually managed to answer a few questions based on what I have learnt previously.
Being the eldest in the family sure is hard. There was this once, when I absolutely lost hope in studying I felt like throwing the book to the floor. It was really frustrating knowing that others had actually put high expectations on you of your previous achievements and to learn that in reality, i'm actually struggling in my studies. Truly I am even more dissatisfied when my friends, which I think is facing the same phenomena as I am, could achieve higher grades than me to my dismay. I mean, how do they possibly do that?
-The End Of The Never-Ending Fretting Life Of Liyana-
*I really deserve a slap on the face +_____+
*I really deserve a slap on the face +_____+
